Uncle threw a celebration for his newborn today. We had buffet at grandma's house. I FINALLY got to see the baby!. She is so cute!!!! Her name is Shi Ying. But seriously, I think all babies seem to look alike. I could tell the differences between Shi Ying and Ah san's niece!
I can tell from my auntie's happiness that motherhood is really a bliss. I dreamt last night that I was... PREGNANT! (Arugh! I wonder what is Poh Hee Feng's reaction when I tell him that.) I think all the excitements about baby and the yearning to see my uncle's daughter induced that dream! What's more, I really envy the happy family (Kate, Nick and Zoe) from No Reservation. Having this kinda family is like "bitter gourd fondue". Life may be tough but they sweeten it up for you. I wonder if I will have this kinda family one day??? If it is in my fate, I am willing to wait for it. No matter how rough the road is now...
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Oh ya! The cousin mother's auntie's son waved at me just now! ARUGH! HE is my childhood idol!! It feels so sweet! @.@
Monday, September 24, 2007
Sunday, September 23, 2007
updates.
Tuesday (18/09/07)
Finally met up with Shuting after so long! It feels good to catch up with friends out of NTU! It feels like "I have a life outside that compound!" Shuting is so sweet!! She got me Disney Princess stuff!! =] Hope to see her soon! Jia you, jia you, SHUting! Get your first-class!!!
Friday (21/09/07)
Watched No Reservation with Dan, Mel and Ah Zi! Finally!!! It is super nice! I really wana cook! =] I miss Baking so muchies...
Saturday (22/09/07)
Met up with some ex-OVE sub-commer (Sheryln biao mei, Kelly, Long Qing, Ronald and Ah jU). I thought it will be quite awkward because we didn't really mixed around muchies. But, surprisingly, it was SUPERB FUN.! THe classic huan xin yuan jia (Sheryln and Ronald), the poor penguin murdered by Ronald, Ah ju's lame jokes and the walk! Jus so relaxing! Serendipity indeed!
Finally met up with Shuting after so long! It feels good to catch up with friends out of NTU! It feels like "I have a life outside that compound!" Shuting is so sweet!! She got me Disney Princess stuff!! =] Hope to see her soon! Jia you, jia you, SHUting! Get your first-class!!!
Friday (21/09/07)
Watched No Reservation with Dan, Mel and Ah Zi! Finally!!! It is super nice! I really wana cook! =] I miss Baking so muchies...
Saturday (22/09/07)
Met up with some ex-OVE sub-commer (Sheryln biao mei, Kelly, Long Qing, Ronald and Ah jU). I thought it will be quite awkward because we didn't really mixed around muchies. But, surprisingly, it was SUPERB FUN.! THe classic huan xin yuan jia (Sheryln and Ronald), the poor penguin murdered by Ronald, Ah ju's lame jokes and the walk! Jus so relaxing! Serendipity indeed!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Seriously irritated. I have receiving a lot of comments that I am skinny and I am on diet.. Damn irritating. FOr heaven's sake, I AM EATING! It is just that I am not eating right in your face.
My parents and sister think that I am refusing food. However, they don't know that I am having my dinners outside because I am always going home late recently. In fact, I am spending a huge portion on food.
My friends think that I am on diet because I am not joining them for meal dates. The truth is my mother is feeding me very well, with heavy breakfast, tea break and lunch. How the hell can I squeeze in more food?? I am not a dinosaur in disguise man.
To prove that I am EATING, this is an account of what I have been eating yesterday:
Breakfast: 3 slice of pork floss bread wit coffee
Lunch: Fishball Guo Tiao Soup
Tea Break: 2&half donunts
Dinner: Carrot cake
Supper cum snack: Cuttlefish, chocolate chip cookies and 2 kiwis.
Yeah! So I am eating!!! The only guilt that I am having now is that I am inputting too much junk food. That's all.
Guys are damn irritating. They will say that they don't understand why girls always care so much about their weight. They don't understand why girls can resist good food and go on diet. Face the truth man!! You all institutionalized that GIRLS MUST BE SLIM! How many times have I heard comments like "That girl has fat thighs!", "Her thighs are twice as big as mine.", "Wa, look at her cellulites.", "Da Bai Sha coming sia!" etc? COUNTLESS.
So the next time, a girl faints from anorexia or bulimia, guys, please point to yourselves. You are the cause!!
Marx said that history is a series of class struggles. So is the the history of female oppression! And man is the oppressor!
My parents and sister think that I am refusing food. However, they don't know that I am having my dinners outside because I am always going home late recently. In fact, I am spending a huge portion on food.
My friends think that I am on diet because I am not joining them for meal dates. The truth is my mother is feeding me very well, with heavy breakfast, tea break and lunch. How the hell can I squeeze in more food?? I am not a dinosaur in disguise man.
To prove that I am EATING, this is an account of what I have been eating yesterday:
Breakfast: 3 slice of pork floss bread wit coffee
Lunch: Fishball Guo Tiao Soup
Tea Break: 2&half donunts
Dinner: Carrot cake
Supper cum snack: Cuttlefish, chocolate chip cookies and 2 kiwis.
Yeah! So I am eating!!! The only guilt that I am having now is that I am inputting too much junk food. That's all.
Guys are damn irritating. They will say that they don't understand why girls always care so much about their weight. They don't understand why girls can resist good food and go on diet. Face the truth man!! You all institutionalized that GIRLS MUST BE SLIM! How many times have I heard comments like "That girl has fat thighs!", "Her thighs are twice as big as mine.", "Wa, look at her cellulites.", "Da Bai Sha coming sia!" etc? COUNTLESS.
So the next time, a girl faints from anorexia or bulimia, guys, please point to yourselves. You are the cause!!
Marx said that history is a series of class struggles. So is the the history of female oppression! And man is the oppressor!
Friday, September 14, 2007
Sunday, September 9, 2007
stop tiger trade!
Humans are really exploitive. We exploit anything, even our own kind. We kill anything to advance our benefits. I realized that tigers are facing tremendous threat of extinction. First, we destroy their habitants. We proceed on to kill them for their skins, bone, meat.. everything.. Now, tiger farm owners in China pressure the government to legalize their trading. This will indirectly legitimatize tiger poaching, should tiger farm is made legal.
We used to have 8 species of tiger. Now, we only have 5 species left. How come these people do not understand that extinction is forever!?!?! It is about time we do something for our fellow earth-mates!
The good news is... China, together with 171 countries of International Trade in Endangered Species (CITES) Convention, have strong consensus on banning tiger trade!
We used to have 8 species of tiger. Now, we only have 5 species left. How come these people do not understand that extinction is forever!?!?! It is about time we do something for our fellow earth-mates!
The good news is... China, together with 171 countries of International Trade in Endangered Species (CITES) Convention, have strong consensus on banning tiger trade!
DAMN STUPID!
I am damn angry! With myself! If I had trusted myself initially, I would't have to redo everything!! Damn shitty!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
My cousin is obsessing with my Macbook! She always wana take photos! This noon she was here. She wanted to take scary photos again. I left the laptop with her so she could play in her own and I could go on with my reading. WOw! She had a great time playing with it sia!! All kinda expressions came out. In the end, she asked me to join her! haha! To relive the past experiences.During guitar lesson, I was so damn confused about the notes and beats. Well, basically, everything. Everyone in the class seemed to advance progressively. They could even play the basic notes on guitar! While I was struggling to spread my fingers! I realized that it is really important for musicians to have long fingers. I have super short ones. That's what holding me back from learning piano (apart from the costs).
When I had my fingers on the guitar, I knew immediately that this is gonna be a tough battle. I really need to practise alot to catch up. I couldn't help but to worry if I have the time. I really hate to say "no" and disappoint. But now, I see it very clearly that I have to.. Hais. Really tired of all these expectations around. Really, with no expectation, there'll be no disappointment.
Dan, Zi and me with our guitar
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Amazing Race!
Went for Amazing Race on Sat. Dan, MEl and I were in a team. Kian Boon, Ah Ju, Yong Xin and Serene were there too! However, we were competitors!! Haha. Each team will have a wheelchair. At any point of time, one of us must be on the wheelchair. Meanwhile, we must solve the clues and race to the next station. Hmm. Didn't really expect it to be so serious! But it was fun. Rather.. it was a different experience.
It reminded me of something. During one of my lessons during poly days, I was asked to introduce myself, my like and dislike. I said: "I like to sleep and hate to walk". Now I really feel how blessed that I can move around with ease. It was really troublesome and restricting to be on wheelchair. Everywhere you want to go, you have to consider whether there are steps or curbs. There are many things that you cannot do and you really have to be dependent on other people to push you around. Really 佩服 them!! They are heroes in their way!!
Met up with ah san! She is so sweet!!!! She remembered that I loved Donut Factory's Orange White Chocolate Donut and got one for me!!!! It just so happened that I was craving for it too! Muhaha! Had a fun time shopping with her. She really brightened up my day! I was kinda pressing for time because last week, I had alot of chim readings. But I was glad I get to meet up with her. It kinda brightens up my soul. LOl.
It reminded me of something. During one of my lessons during poly days, I was asked to introduce myself, my like and dislike. I said: "I like to sleep and hate to walk". Now I really feel how blessed that I can move around with ease. It was really troublesome and restricting to be on wheelchair. Everywhere you want to go, you have to consider whether there are steps or curbs. There are many things that you cannot do and you really have to be dependent on other people to push you around. Really 佩服 them!! They are heroes in their way!!
Met up with ah san! She is so sweet!!!! She remembered that I loved Donut Factory's Orange White Chocolate Donut and got one for me!!!! It just so happened that I was craving for it too! Muhaha! Had a fun time shopping with her. She really brightened up my day! I was kinda pressing for time because last week, I had alot of chim readings. But I was glad I get to meet up with her. It kinda brightens up my soul. LOl.
Saturday, September 1, 2007
This week readings are so chim sia! It is so abstract until I think I am alienated from it. Totally turned off from reading the next sentence. Hais! This will add on to my backlog pile of readings. Sian da half de!!! Arugh.
Damn tired!! I think I am tired to the extent that I am denied of the capacity for any major emotion (well, other than super sian!). University is really busy. I couldn't help but wonder university really trains us to be a GOOD PROLETARIAT . A good worker that the boss will love. One who work with minimum rest! It sets us off in the competition to the top!
It sucks to feel that my life evolves around that area! I am missing out alot of things. Rainbow's daughter's birthday, my auntie's labor (until now I haven't even seem the baby yet lo!) and I am missing out alot of things in other people life. my home seems to be confined to that bed to me. Well, some would say it is a matter of time management. But how much time one has? It is that same 24 hours day after day. And sometimes, I think it is becoming a obligation to do certain things. That saying "No, I am not going." , "No, I don't want to do it" are hard. How can you can you squeeze everything within that span of the waking moment?
The pace is taxing. Just feel like stoning and staring at the sea now. Muhaha!
Damn tired!! I think I am tired to the extent that I am denied of the capacity for any major emotion (well, other than super sian!). University is really busy. I couldn't help but wonder university really trains us to be a GOOD PROLETARIAT . A good worker that the boss will love. One who work with minimum rest! It sets us off in the competition to the top!
It sucks to feel that my life evolves around that area! I am missing out alot of things. Rainbow's daughter's birthday, my auntie's labor (until now I haven't even seem the baby yet lo!) and I am missing out alot of things in other people life. my home seems to be confined to that bed to me. Well, some would say it is a matter of time management. But how much time one has? It is that same 24 hours day after day. And sometimes, I think it is becoming a obligation to do certain things. That saying "No, I am not going." , "No, I don't want to do it" are hard. How can you can you squeeze everything within that span of the waking moment?
The pace is taxing. Just feel like stoning and staring at the sea now. Muhaha!
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