Sunday, September 9, 2007
DAMN STUPID!
I am damn angry! With myself! If I had trusted myself initially, I would't have to redo everything!! Damn shitty!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
My cousin is obsessing with my Macbook! She always wana take photos! This noon she was here. She wanted to take scary photos again. I left the laptop with her so she could play in her own and I could go on with my reading. WOw! She had a great time playing with it sia!! All kinda expressions came out. In the end, she asked me to join her! haha! To relive the past experiences.During guitar lesson, I was so damn confused about the notes and beats. Well, basically, everything. Everyone in the class seemed to advance progressively. They could even play the basic notes on guitar! While I was struggling to spread my fingers! I realized that it is really important for musicians to have long fingers. I have super short ones. That's what holding me back from learning piano (apart from the costs).
When I had my fingers on the guitar, I knew immediately that this is gonna be a tough battle. I really need to practise alot to catch up. I couldn't help but to worry if I have the time. I really hate to say "no" and disappoint. But now, I see it very clearly that I have to.. Hais. Really tired of all these expectations around. Really, with no expectation, there'll be no disappointment.
Dan, Zi and me with our guitar
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Amazing Race!
Went for Amazing Race on Sat. Dan, MEl and I were in a team. Kian Boon, Ah Ju, Yong Xin and Serene were there too! However, we were competitors!! Haha. Each team will have a wheelchair. At any point of time, one of us must be on the wheelchair. Meanwhile, we must solve the clues and race to the next station. Hmm. Didn't really expect it to be so serious! But it was fun. Rather.. it was a different experience.
It reminded me of something. During one of my lessons during poly days, I was asked to introduce myself, my like and dislike. I said: "I like to sleep and hate to walk". Now I really feel how blessed that I can move around with ease. It was really troublesome and restricting to be on wheelchair. Everywhere you want to go, you have to consider whether there are steps or curbs. There are many things that you cannot do and you really have to be dependent on other people to push you around. Really 佩服 them!! They are heroes in their way!!
Met up with ah san! She is so sweet!!!! She remembered that I loved Donut Factory's Orange White Chocolate Donut and got one for me!!!! It just so happened that I was craving for it too! Muhaha! Had a fun time shopping with her. She really brightened up my day! I was kinda pressing for time because last week, I had alot of chim readings. But I was glad I get to meet up with her. It kinda brightens up my soul. LOl.
It reminded me of something. During one of my lessons during poly days, I was asked to introduce myself, my like and dislike. I said: "I like to sleep and hate to walk". Now I really feel how blessed that I can move around with ease. It was really troublesome and restricting to be on wheelchair. Everywhere you want to go, you have to consider whether there are steps or curbs. There are many things that you cannot do and you really have to be dependent on other people to push you around. Really 佩服 them!! They are heroes in their way!!
Met up with ah san! She is so sweet!!!! She remembered that I loved Donut Factory's Orange White Chocolate Donut and got one for me!!!! It just so happened that I was craving for it too! Muhaha! Had a fun time shopping with her. She really brightened up my day! I was kinda pressing for time because last week, I had alot of chim readings. But I was glad I get to meet up with her. It kinda brightens up my soul. LOl.
Saturday, September 1, 2007
This week readings are so chim sia! It is so abstract until I think I am alienated from it. Totally turned off from reading the next sentence. Hais! This will add on to my backlog pile of readings. Sian da half de!!! Arugh.
Damn tired!! I think I am tired to the extent that I am denied of the capacity for any major emotion (well, other than super sian!). University is really busy. I couldn't help but wonder university really trains us to be a GOOD PROLETARIAT . A good worker that the boss will love. One who work with minimum rest! It sets us off in the competition to the top!
It sucks to feel that my life evolves around that area! I am missing out alot of things. Rainbow's daughter's birthday, my auntie's labor (until now I haven't even seem the baby yet lo!) and I am missing out alot of things in other people life. my home seems to be confined to that bed to me. Well, some would say it is a matter of time management. But how much time one has? It is that same 24 hours day after day. And sometimes, I think it is becoming a obligation to do certain things. That saying "No, I am not going." , "No, I don't want to do it" are hard. How can you can you squeeze everything within that span of the waking moment?
The pace is taxing. Just feel like stoning and staring at the sea now. Muhaha!
Damn tired!! I think I am tired to the extent that I am denied of the capacity for any major emotion (well, other than super sian!). University is really busy. I couldn't help but wonder university really trains us to be a GOOD PROLETARIAT . A good worker that the boss will love. One who work with minimum rest! It sets us off in the competition to the top!
It sucks to feel that my life evolves around that area! I am missing out alot of things. Rainbow's daughter's birthday, my auntie's labor (until now I haven't even seem the baby yet lo!) and I am missing out alot of things in other people life. my home seems to be confined to that bed to me. Well, some would say it is a matter of time management. But how much time one has? It is that same 24 hours day after day. And sometimes, I think it is becoming a obligation to do certain things. That saying "No, I am not going." , "No, I don't want to do it" are hard. How can you can you squeeze everything within that span of the waking moment?
The pace is taxing. Just feel like stoning and staring at the sea now. Muhaha!
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Guitar lesson today was so fun~!!! Especially with Dan and Ah Zi around. Dan was really lame. He dared Ah Zi to talk to this girl beside hiM! Damn lame. In the end, Ah Zi did it sia!!! He even got her number! We owe him a KFC meal! Then instructor asked us if any of us played instrument so he could promote us to Intermediate level (the beginner class is too big). Dan dared me to tell the teacher I played recorder. I did but I distorted it abit; I said he played! He confused the instructor by saying that I played recorder, played piano! The instructor already looked so blur le! He just made him more confused sia! Haha!
Btw, the instructor looked very cute. He looked like some cartoon character. Ah Zi said he look like rat!! He looked blur blur one, and didn't seems like a guitar instructor. But, when he illustrated what was a beat to us, our jaws just dropped! His fingers moved so damn fast!!!!!! haha! Look is really deceiving!!
The president in the club was cute too! He kept tripping and nearly fell! The way he taught us "Do Re Mi" was so hilarious. He always forgot to indicate the time signature. Shaun said he is pro sia. He can just listen to the song and play it on guitar! Hope I can get to hear it soon.
MMm.. Having alittle trouble with the notes, but I guess that will be better as time goes along. Hopefully, we can master it. Haha. This should be my first step to incorporate music in my life. After guitar, I will go on to piano and cello! Yeah~! Seriously can't wait to get my hands on guitar!! Hope next week will come soon!
Damn irritated!! Don't understand my readings! Karl Marx is really killing me! Nonetheless, he is damn farsighted. Hais. I wonder will I be at least half as good as him?!?
Very touched that ASK insisted that I used his mobile plan to sign for a new phone. Hais. I realized I am also as bad as those I dislike.
I really hate where I am now. It seems like I am being dragged around by the larger force. There seems to be nothing I can do but just to follow the lead. Gotta buck up!!!! Someone said "It's more of our choices that determine who we are and not our abilities." It is so true. I get the opportunity now. It means I have this chance to be what I can be! Rather letting what I think I cannot be affected me. Yeah! Bring it oN~!!
Thank you for the cares and genuine friendship! I am blessed. I don't what I've done to deserve this.. but.. thank you for being there.. for being supportive.. for being true...
Btw, the instructor looked very cute. He looked like some cartoon character. Ah Zi said he look like rat!! He looked blur blur one, and didn't seems like a guitar instructor. But, when he illustrated what was a beat to us, our jaws just dropped! His fingers moved so damn fast!!!!!! haha! Look is really deceiving!!
The president in the club was cute too! He kept tripping and nearly fell! The way he taught us "Do Re Mi" was so hilarious. He always forgot to indicate the time signature. Shaun said he is pro sia. He can just listen to the song and play it on guitar! Hope I can get to hear it soon.
MMm.. Having alittle trouble with the notes, but I guess that will be better as time goes along. Hopefully, we can master it. Haha. This should be my first step to incorporate music in my life. After guitar, I will go on to piano and cello! Yeah~! Seriously can't wait to get my hands on guitar!! Hope next week will come soon!
Damn irritated!! Don't understand my readings! Karl Marx is really killing me! Nonetheless, he is damn farsighted. Hais. I wonder will I be at least half as good as him?!?
Very touched that ASK insisted that I used his mobile plan to sign for a new phone. Hais. I realized I am also as bad as those I dislike.
I really hate where I am now. It seems like I am being dragged around by the larger force. There seems to be nothing I can do but just to follow the lead. Gotta buck up!!!! Someone said "It's more of our choices that determine who we are and not our abilities." It is so true. I get the opportunity now. It means I have this chance to be what I can be! Rather letting what I think I cannot be affected me. Yeah! Bring it oN~!!
Thank you for the cares and genuine friendship! I am blessed. I don't what I've done to deserve this.. but.. thank you for being there.. for being supportive.. for being true...
Monday, August 27, 2007
No excuse. Engage the Deaf!
The long-anticipated Deaf Run happened this morning at 8am! It aims to promote employment for the Deaf. It was a sucessful event and personal achievement for most people. I could tell alot of the participants were giving their best shot. For me, I was intending to walk all the way because I woke up with super lazy body and mind. Haha! I even wore sneaker instead of sport shoes to the run. However, I managed to jog most of the times and walk abit. It was really hard to walk when the others were trying their best to run. At least, we had given all our efforts to promote awareness to engage the Deaf. Btw, thank you Da Ben DAn and Mel for slowing down your pace to wait for me! I know Da Ben Dan, you wana sprint all the way to attract girls de right.. Muhaha! Thank you for slowing down and wait for me and, of course, the entertainment! You're matapang!!
The next event I am really looking for is the Amazing Race! I bet it will be fun and challenge. Okies, I don’t want to blog much. Feeling really tired and abit sick sick de...
The next event I am really looking for is the Amazing Race! I bet it will be fun and challenge. Okies, I don’t want to blog much. Feeling really tired and abit sick sick de...
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