" Hi Wei Ching,

We regret to inform you that your application was not found in our records. Upon successful receipt of your application, we would have immediately sent you an automated acknowledgement slip email. Please check if you received an acknowledgement slip from us. "

My suspicion is right after all. My heart totally stinks so low like the bottomless black hole. Yuck! My efforts all gone. I stayed up until 4am in the morning to look at it and now... Hais. Can't be blamed. Perhaps I was so tired that I didn't check thing properly.

Now, the option is to go to the fee paying ones. I am interested in Berlin School of Economics and University of California, Berkeley. However, Berkeley costs about S$7000 to S$8000. Berlin is super tempting but going alone is SIAN. Shrug. Shall not make any decision now. I am too "low" to think rationally.

Singtel is really testing my patience. *(**&#$*#&$^@ I didn't have any network from yesterday to today noon. My messages started coming in when I was at Jurong Point (on my way to school). Can you believe it?? Horrible man! I complained to Singtel but they have not gotten back to me. I have decided to switch back to Starhub cos I seriously doubt they will improve the network soon. I just don't think it is justifiable for us, consumers, who pay our subscription fees (though always late, at least I paid) to face no or poor network on such a regular basis.

Coming up real soon: My Birthday Adventure!