Sunday, December 9, 2007

a thank you from my heart.

Why is he always there when I am feeling hopeless? Somehow, he always managed to appear at the final threshold and salvage me from disaster. Is this his humanitarian efforts? Is this his acknowledgment of my incompetency? I have no answer but I need to convince myself likewise to resist the emotions.

Ignorant fool, I am. Following their preaches, turning blind eyes to my intuitions of who he truly is. Turning my back against him, repaying his genuine concerns with insincere intentions. All along it was an illusion. They laughed and played with me, while he pulled me away from the verge of emotional breakdown down.

I am touched by your spirit of selfless giving. Although those you advised yesterday do not answer to my current situation, it inspires me. I want to thank you even though you will not read this. I hope somehow that thought would be magically brought to you. Thank you for always being there and asking for no return. Thank you for being yourselves. Thanks for remembering me even though I have not been the best of friend to you. Hope God would be kinder to you and gives you the best from now on.

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