melancholy rhythm of life

Exams haven't start for me and I am feeling discouraged. I have to say, I really study a lot more this semester. However, the fears of "going to the exam hall, staring blankly at the papers without any information processing in my brain" still got me. My heart was pumping real fast when I thought of it before I drifted to sleep last night. Been slacking a lot this week. I feel frustrated. NO matter how much I studied, the pile is still there. Phew. But feeling better today after some breaks.

This few weeks have been melancholy. Nothing muchies happens, except study and more study. It just got you deeper into this pit of darkness. Yesterday, received a piece of good message from JR. He said that they have already started to build the houses in Visayas. No wonder, they seldom come online these days.

Previously, they were held back by some land disputes. So, we couldn't help them with the construction over at their site. It was a pity that we couldn't contribute to their progress. I think JR want us to visit them during December. I am not sure if anyone is planning anything. But I am financially deprived to go down until I manage to find a vacation job. I am kinda afraid that he will feel disappointed. Cos the last time round, we made it as if we were really confirmed that we would be going back during December. Nonetheless, I am so happy for them. May God bless them, may God loves them all!

Just read on the paper that there is a term called "Foodporn". It is sometimes like, satisfying your desires or stimulating some desires for food through buying some cookbook or magazine. I think Denise's site qualifies for a foodporn site. =P

Came across this advertisement in one of the e-mails Denise forwarded. I love the simplistic creativity exhibited! This is making me miss YOGA! =[


I really wana spree!!! I wana buy beautiful things. I wana look at beautiful stuffs. Broke and lack of time prohibit me to do so. =[ I wana get this mule from "Go Jane"but... expensive nia! Hais.