Saturday, June 23, 2007

Finally met up with Sabrina today. Sab brought me to Waraku for dinner. She said the food there is yummmy and I should try it. Yups. Indeed! I enjoyed my dinner so muchies. But it was quite costly. She suggested that she should treat me to the dinner and I should treat her to movie then. We were uncertain of which movies to watch since we both kinda lost touch with movies. In the end, we settled on "Nancy Drew". Haha. I sat in the cinema with not much expectation. But I was caught off guard. The movie was very okies. I would say it is above average. It was funny and entertaining.

It is great to meet up with Sab. She has always been encouraging. Many times, I wanted to give up on this path. She's there to give me moral supports and that extra push to restore the balance. She always treats me, saying that it will be my turn to treat after I graduate. I am really grateful to her. Her faith in me gives me the strength to venture on.

Things aren't easing out for me. I am still feeling jinx. Unexpectedly, I find joys in my heart. Everyone around me is happy and doing great.

[ Boon Wah is enjoying his new job and welcoming his third child. ]

[ Francis is finding simple joys in his current job. The rest of the CPF clique (especially Wei Ling) escaped from the "hell" and are moving on. Stanley finally found a job. ]

[ Ah San is getting more serious about her spending habits. She even starts a spending plan. On Tuesday when I saw her at JEC, I looked at her in a different light. She has matured; I am proud of her. ]

[ Ah Kai found delights and laughter in her daycare centre. ]

[ Rainbow, although not having superb relationship with her husband, makes wonderful bonds with her three princesses. ]

[ As for Sab, although she is complaining about her bonus, I could feel that she likes her job. I am so glad that she is settling down. She was the one who didn't graduate from polytechnic. In the end, she is the more "settled" one in the clique. ]

I am tearing on the journey home and now while i am typing them out. A spasm of joys and hopes rushes to my heart. They cause a surge in my system. I realize that we are all heroes and heroines in life. Each of us draws his or her painting of life within the larger force of life. Each stroke of brush paints a different colour, creating a master piece. There is no right or wrong; no beautiful or ugly. We are beautiful in our own way.

Listening to 五月天's 天使 now

" 你就像天使一樣 給我依賴 給我力量 "

Thanks you for each of you, for being the angels of my life, giving me the strength, courage and faith to create my master piece. I will not give up. I will continue to find my happiness. One day, I will definitely grasp it...

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