Back to my hall, I hate to admit that ZZ was right. He said I have too much stuff, surely I would need more than one trip to move everything back by hand. I thought he was exaggerating. Gosh, it was only after I packed everything, I realized I brought so much stuff to school. Initially, I was worried that we couldn't squeeze everything into the cab.
Mmm.. Finally moved out of there, I have these mixed feelings. It was a relief to have one item off my To-Do list. And, I will not have any more excuse not to tidy up my room. Meanwhile moving back to home, everything seems to be coming to an end. It is like a fresh beginning next semester.
Indeed, my stay in the hall wasn't a fabulous one. My roomie and I weren't close. I cried so many times in the room that I could no longer remember for whatever reasons. The stress, the frustrations, the anger, the fear, the loneliness... within those four walls. Sometimes I wondered how I did survive it. But I've made it through.
Nevertheless, I'll still miss the room. Staying away from home really highlight the importance of every single one of my family and my close relatives. I realize how they've contributed to my stanle life and how "handicap" I was without them. I guess, I am still very much dependent on my family. If you put me on Survivor, I would most likely go kuku.
So.. at the end of the stay, it cannot be rated as a negative experience. Many thought that I sure hated hall alot because I went home regularly. However, they only see things on the surface. Yups, I did move back frequently for various reasons. I am grateful for this opportunity. I saw who I am in the course and know what I wish for. I get to know ASK (although his attitude is hard to swallow, he has helped me alot). Most importantly, harsh reality of adulthood was shoved right to my face. I've came to see and feel what the real crude of life. Hopefully, I will prepare myself for that.
I know that once I am outta 2-2-35, it is hard for me to go back should i want to stay in hall again. Will we "meet" again, my dear room, let's leave it to fate. Till then, I will continue to miss you and am grateful that you constituted a meaningful chapter of my life...
P.S: Lotsa thank you to LMM, my auntie, my cousins (Siqi and Simin)for helping me with the moving, LV for her suggestions and those who volunteered their muscles.
2-2-35
Before PACKING
After PACKING
My farewell gift for the residents directly under me. Haha. I dropped my toilet paper! Last time round, I dropped my black panty while collecting my laundry.
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