will there be hopes ?

For all of my life, I never worry if I could get a job when I enter the working arena. Life seems so be peaceful. I just have to complete my education and find a stable job. Mmm, maybe get married and start a family. Everything seems to be on track. After I joined NTU, Life doesn’t seem that simple. Everyone here is smart (maybe that is why they can get into NTU). Even though we have piles of readings, many of my coursemates still manage to complete them. Sometimes, I wonder how do they get all the facts into their brains.

After the ordeal, I always encourage myself to live life with just happiness. Whatever I can’t achieve, it doesn’t matter. Don’t force things. The more you force it, the more unhappy you will be. I took things easily, maybe way too easily.

Biao ge’s email recruitment for research assistant woke me up. In a short paragraph, he mentioned about gaining advantageous experiences and testimonial from him which will improve our employability. Even right now we are still in school, planning for the future seems to top the priority of many. We are so competitive now. I wonder how the stupid me going survive out there. How am I going to provide my parents a better life?


P.S. It is doom day. I don’t understand what is going on for culture.